2-3 October 2021

 

     We stopped using the lift to move me to and from the toilet, and are just changing my soiled diapers.  My mobility is minimal.

    One of the head nurses was very honest with me.  She said my cancer is advancing rapidly.  All those periods where I nod out will mean I will go into a coma at one point.

     I do not know if I will get any more work done.

     I hope I do not get too sick for awhile, because this place is like an old age home and many of the guys are nice.  It would be nice hanging out with them for awhile.

     I watched Svengoolie tonight and it really lifted the spirits.  That was just what the Doctor ordered.  I feel so much better.

 

3 October 2021

     I have been in the emotional dumps for awhile now.  I watched Svengoolie last night and it lifted me to the heavens.  Thank you, Svengoolie!

     I am going to die, but it is not today.  Get over it.

     Life is good.

     I have been talking guys ears off, which I do not normally do.  My guess is my advancing cancer is affecting my mental behavior.