Saturday, November 27, 2021

dominic's art, a few photos



Solitary confinement, Dominic draws the cell:
https://solitarywatch.org/marak1/

 

Saturday, November 6, 2021

27 September 2021


     I have painting I have been working on but there was stuff with the foreground and background.  I honestly did not think I would finish it.

     My health went downhill to a point that I could not do more highly technical stuff.  Yves Tanguy's work popped into my head and I decided to use Tanguyesque imagery to solve my foreground and background issues.  

     It is working, and "Still Hunted For Their Pelts" looks like it will actually be completed.  That is pretty cool.

1 October 2021

 


      I spent most of the day letter writing to my dear friends.  Dancing to songs while paralyzed, and just enjoying the day.

     Life is still good.

     The eyes are starting to get buggy again, and I believe staff think the end is really not far off.  Not by what they say, but their actions.

     We shall see.

2-3 October 2021

 


     We stopped using the lift to move me to and from the toilet, and are just changing my soiled diapers.  My mobility is minimal.

    One of the head nurses was very honest with me.  She said my cancer is advancing rapidly.  All those periods where I nod out will mean I will go into a coma at one point.

     I do not know if I will get any more work done.

     I hope I do not get too sick for awhile, because this place is like an old age home and many of the guys are nice.  It would be nice hanging out with them for awhile.

     I watched Svengoolie tonight and it really lifted the spirits.  That was just what the Doctor ordered.  I feel so much better.

 

3 October 2021

     I have been in the emotional dumps for awhile now.  I watched Svengoolie last night and it lifted me to the heavens.  Thank you, Svengoolie!

     I am going to die, but it is not today.  Get over it.

     Life is good.

     I have been talking guys ears off, which I do not normally do.  My guess is my advancing cancer is affecting my mental behavior.

4 October 2021

 


     I went to see my parents on a visit today.  It was magnificent.  After the visit, the officers dropped me, moving me from a visiting chair, to my regular chair.  My back hurts a lot.

     Next time we will use medical staff to instruct them through the process.

     On the visit it was obvious how much in love with my mother my father still is after over 56 years of marriage.  It was beautiful.

     The way he brushed her hair out of the way when  putting her medical mask on.  Then he hurried to the bathroom after she used it, because of her walking difficulties.  It was simply amazing.

     I remember treating people like that when I first met them.  Here he is fifty-six years later and the flame still burns.

     It is a great American love story.

     Thank you, Dad.

 

6 October 2021

As I have gotten closer and closer to death, fewer people have tried to save me.  What a relief that has been.

25 September 2021


     I spent most of the day organizing some of my stuff.  I have my cubist self-portrait ready to ship out.

     I was looking at it today and I believe it could be slipped into the 1918 Armory Show and no one would realize that is painted in 2021.

     I really like the piece.

     My self-portrait in-the-style-of van Gogh has been an entirely different story.

8 October 2021


       I erased by accident my entire folder of sudoku and all  log posts with it.  One of the more tech savvy guys said he would try to help with it.

     Carla said she has an appointment with the lawyer on the 18th, but worries we do not have enough time.

     Never thought of that.

     The nurses and doctor want me on a cycle of two hours in bed because I am holding so much fluid.  Yesterday they were doing something and I dropped my leg.  It caused a splash.  Not joking.

dominic's art, a few photos

Solitary confinement, Dominic draws the cell: https://solitarywatch.org/marak1/