Tuesday, June 22, 2021

13 June 2021

 


     I am out running yesterday when I develop visual hallucinations.  I am receiving bright flashes, with rainbow colors with each step.  I am almost finished with my five mile run, and by this point everything is pretty much, "Geez, what's next?"

     I assume once I stop running the hallucinations will stop.  They don't.  Flashing continues and I am concerned.  I tell a couple of the guys, who, being lifelong drug addicts, think that is the greatest thing in the world. 

     According to Mike I am getting a heightened sense of reality.  I think they are insane.

     It finally stops, but my vision is messed up.  I see, but there is the central part of my visual picture which is missing.  There is not this space there, just missing information.  It is like taking a photograph, cutting a quarter inch out of the middle vertically, then putting it back together.

     Within an hour things went back to normal, but I sure hope this is not a sign of what is in store in the future. 

     I expect to see Dr. Pophali next week, and will bring it up.  But when I do this it usually means followup visits with more specialists, and I really am sick of seeing doctors, hospitals, and twelve hour days to and from them in shackles.

     The hair loss from the chemotherapy has stopped.  Now wads are coming out where they did the radiation.

     I have been urging Ron Janz to buy Snickers bars so he can give me the wrappers for my collages.  I have been working on the Janari McKinnie college and really need more Snickers wrappers.

     He has been fantastic with sending wrappers my way.

     Sat down with Fernando Torres and did take three of a sketch for the Mug- shot series.  Absolute disaster, so I went back and worked into take two.

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