Sunday, March 28, 2021

8 February 2021


     I am dealing with nausea again.

     I saw Dr. Labby today.  She says that the UW has not gotten her all the information she needed to go forward to the Special Needs Committee to approve or not the CAR T-cell therapy, or the donor bone marrow transplant.  Frustrating.

     I have always been one who thought ahead.  I am not good in living in the moment.  I am in the ultimate live in the moment from here on out.  There is no ahead for me.  Do not tell me that, as I still have plans.  Albeit short term but plans none the less.

     It is really hard to wrap my head around the fact I will be dead in months.  I know it to be true.  Understand that is the end.  But it is a very odd concept.

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dominic's art, a few photos

Solitary confinement, Dominic draws the cell: https://solitarywatch.org/marak1/